2 days ago I talked to miles. just came out with it. told him how I felt about everything that it’s frustrating. and he eventually apologized that his efforts aren’t cutting it. ugh i feel kind of bad cause I’m asking for a lot but he now knows how I feel.
he called me to check up on me earlier tonight. I called him pretty late, around 1am? no answer. as always.
just as soon as the disappointment & feelings of oblivious vulnerability washed down on me–my phone rings.
“Miles Omi C. Olsen
answer. ignore. ”
he wished me goodnight. & so now I’m going to sleep a happy camper. hehe.